Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Humble Conceit of Ourselves

Every man naturally desires to know (Eccles. 1:13) , but what does knowledge avail without the fear of God? Better, surely, is a humble laborer who serves God than a proud philosopher who, neglecting himself, studies the course of the heavens. Whoso knows himself well gr0ws mean in his own conceit, and delights not in the praises of men. If I understood all things in the world and had not love (I Cor. 13:2) , what would that help me in the sight of God, who will judge me according to my deeds?

Cease from an inordinate desire of knowing, for therein is found much distraction and deceit. The learned are well pleased to seem so to others, and to be accounted wise. There be many things, which to know does little or nothing to profit the soul. And he is very unwise, who is intent upon any things except those which avail for his salvation. Many words do not satisfy the soul; but a good life comforts the mind, and a pure conscience gives great confidence toward God.

How much the more and the better you know, so much the more rigorously shall you therefore be judged, unless your life has been the holier. Be not therefore lifted up for any art or science, but rather fear for the knowledge that is given you.

If you think that you know many things and understand them well, know also that there are many things which you know not. "Mind not high things" (Rom. 12:16) , but rather acknowledge your own ignorance. Why will you prefer yourself before another since there are many more learned, and more skillful in the law than you are? If you will know or learn anything profitably, desire to be unknown and to be esteemed as nothing.

The deepest and the most profitable lesson is the true knowledge and contempt of ourselves. It is great wisdom and high perfection to esteem nothing of ourselves, and to think always well and highly of others. If you should see another openly sin, or commit some heinous offense, you ought not to esteem yourself the better; for you know not how long you shall be able to remain in good standing. All of us are frail, but you ought not to think anyone more frail than yourself.

- Thomas of Kempis

Monday, February 18, 2008

Contempt of all the vanities of the world.

He that followeth Me, shall not walk in the darkness" (John 8:12) , saith the Lord. These are the words of Christ, by which we are admonished how we ought to imitate His life and manners, if we would be enlightened and delivered from all blindness of heart. Let therefore our chief endeavor be to meditate upon the life of Jesus Christ.

The doctrine of Christ exceeds all the doctrines of holy men; and he who has the Spirit will find therin "the hidden manna" (Rev. 2:17) . But many who often hear the Gospel of Christ have little desire for it, because they "have not the Spirit of Christ" (Rom. 8:9) . But whosoever will fully and with relish understand the words of Christ must endeavor to conform his life wholly to the life of Christ.

What does it avail to discourse profoundly of the Trinity if you are void of humility and are thereby displeasing to the Trinity? Surely profound words do not make a man holy and just; but a virtuous life makes him dear to God. I would rather feel contrition than know the definition thereof. If you knew the whole Bible by heart, and the sayings of all the philosophers, what would all that profit you without love (1 Cor. 13:2) ?

"Vanity of vanities . . . all is vanity" (Eccles. 1:2) , except to love God and serve Him only. This is the highest wisdom, by the contempt of the world to press forward toward the heavenly kingdoms.

Therefore it is vanity to seek after perishing riches and trust in them. Also it is vanity to hunt after honors and to climb to high degree. It is vanity to follow the desires of the flesh, and to long after that which you must afterward suffer grievous punishment. It is vanity to wish to live long, and to be careless to live well. It is vanity to mind only the present life, and not to see forsee those things which are to come. It is vanity to set your love on that which is speedily passes away, and not to hasten to there everlasting joy abides.

Call often to mind that proverb: "The eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing (Eccles. 1:8) . Endeavor therefore to withdraw your heart from the love of visible things, and to turn your self to things invisible. For they that follow their own sensuality defile their consciences, and lose the grace of God.

- Thomas of Kempis

Thursday, February 14, 2008

A Quick Observation

Tonight there was yet another campus shooting, resulting in six deaths including the shooter's.

I'd rather not dwell on this event at all, but I could not help but ponder the lack of coverage this event received in comparison to Virginia Tech. I heard a blurb about it on the radio, turned on the TV, flipped through channels, and saw... McCain... Ann Coulter ... Huckabee ... Al Sharpton. The scroller gave me one sentence about what happened, and I finally found brief coverage of it on a local news station.

I really have no idea how to judge any of this. Non-stop coverage of a school shooting is totally inappropriate, but then I was also offended that this wasn't receiving more coverage. What is the right amount of coverage for such a thing? Should it even be covered by national news? Should I be glad that this got less coverage, or should I be offended that Ann Coulter's wisdom got ten times more TV time than a horrific current event?

And having heard Ann Coulter and Al Sharpton speak within one minute of one another, and then having heard details on another copy-cat shooting -- not to mention having earlier tonight heard a story on Congo's current disaster -- all this must do horrible things to the mind. Watching all those contrasting stories, back and forth, with commercial breaks, must either make one numb to reality -- with the other option being embracing it emotionally and intellectually and becoming bipolar.

Though I suppose we can stand all things, under the right circumstances.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Democracy and Industrialism

I don't know how the following essay would appear to the typical reader. Had I first read this six years ago, and not two, I'm not sure what would have been my initial response. But I've come to a firm conclusion that this essay is true, and that certain parts of it are especially illuminating to our time. This was written 80 years ago, but Progress has only reaffirmed Chesterton's foresight:
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It grows plainer, every day, that those of us who cling to crumbling creeds and dogmas, and defend the dying traditions of the Dark Ages, will soon be left alone defending the most obviously decaying of all those ancient dogmas: the idea called Democracy. It has taken not quite a lifetime, roughly my own lifetime, to bring it from the top of its success, or alleged success, to the bottom of its failure, or reputed failure. By the end of the nineteenth century, millions of men were accepting democracy without knowing why. By the end of the twentieth century, it looks as if millions of people will be rejecting democracy, also without knowing why. In such a straight, strictly logical and unwavering line does the Mind of Man advance along the great Path of Progress.

Anyhow, at the moment, democracy is not only being abused, but being very unfairly abused. Men are blaming universal suffrage, merely because they are not enlightened enough to blame original sin. There is one simple test for deciding whether popular political evils are due to original sin. And that is to do what none or very few of these modern malcontents are doing; to state any sort of moral claim for any other sort of political system. The essence of democracy is very simple and, as Jefferson said, self-evident. If ten men are wrecked together on a desert island, the community consists of those ten men, their welfare is the social object, and normally their will is the social law. If they have not a natural claim to rule themselves, which of them has a natural claim to rule the rest? To say that the cleverest or boldest will rule is to beg the moral question. If his talents are used for the community, in planning voyages or distilling water, then he is the servant of the community; which is, in that sense, his sovereign. If his talents are used against the community by stealing rum or poisoning water, why should the community submit to him? And is it in the least likely that it will? In such a simple case as that, everybody can see the popular basis of the thing, and the advantage of government by consent. The trouble with democracy is that it has never, in modern times, had to do with such a simple case as that. In other words, the trouble with democracy is not democracy. It is certain artificial anti-democratic things that have, in fact, thrust themselves into the modern world to thwart and destroy democracy.

Modernity is not democracy; machinery is not democracy; the surrender of everything to trade and commerce is not democracy. Capitalism is not democracy; and is admittedly, by trend and savour, rather against democracy. Plutocracy by definition is not democracy. But all these modern things forced themselves into the world at about the time, or shortly after the time, when great idealists like Rousseau and Jefferson happened to have been thinking about the democratic ideal of democracy. It is tenable that the ideal was too idealist to succeed. It is not tenable that the ideal that failed was the same as the realities that did succeed. It is one thing to say that a fool went into a jungle and was devoured by wild beasts; it is quite another to say that he himself survives as the one and only wild beast. Democracy has had everything against it in practice, and that very fact may be something against it in theory. It may be argued that it has human life against it. But, at any rate, it is quite certain that it has modern life against it. The industrial and scientific world of the last hundred years has been much more unsuitable a setting for the experiment of the self-government than would have been found in old conditions of agrarian or even nomadic life. Feudal manorial life was a not a democracy; but it could have been much more easily turned into a democracy. Later peasant life, as in France or Switzerland, actually has been quite easily turned into a democracy. But it is horribly hard to turn what is called modern industrial democracy into a democracy.

That is why many men are now beginning to say that the democratic ideal is no longer in touch with the modern spirit. I strongly agree; and I naturally prefer the democratic ideal, which is at least an ideal, and therefore, an idea, to the modern spirit, which is simply modern, therefore, already becoming ancient. I notice that the cranks, whom it would be more polite to call the idealists, are already hastening to shed this ideal. A well-known Pacifist, with whom I argued in Radical papers in my Radical days, and who then passed as a pattern Republican of the new Republic, went out of his way the other day to say, 'The voice of the people is commonly the voice of Satan.' The truth is that these Liberals never did really believe in popular government, any more than in anything else that was popular, such as pubs or the Dublin Sweepstake. They did not believe in the democracy they invoked against kings and priests. But I did believe in it; and I do believe in it, though I much preferred to invoke it against prigs and faddists. I still believe it would be the most human sort of government, if it could be once more attempted in a more human time.

Unfortunately, humanitarianism has been the mark of an inhuman time. And by inhumanity I do not mean merely cruelty; I mean the condition in which even cruelty ceases to be human. I mean the condition in which the rich man, instead of hanging six or seven of his enemies because he hates them, merely beggars and starves to death six or seven thousand people whom he does not hate, and has never seen, because they live at the other side of the world. I mean the condition in which the courtier or pander of the rich man, instead of excitedly mixing a rare, original poison for the Borgias, or carving exquisite ornamental poignard for the political purposes of the Medici, works monotonously in a factory turning out a small type of screw, which will fit into a plate he will never see; to form part of a gun he will never see; to be used in a battle he will never see, and about the merits of which he knows far less than the Renaissance rascal knew about the purposes of the poison and the dagger. In short, what is the matter with industrialism is indirection; the fact that nothing is straightforward; that all its ways are crooked even when they are meant to be straight. Into this most indirect of all systems we tried to fit the most direct of all ideas. Democracy, an ideal which is simple to excess, was vainly applied to a society which was complex to the point of craziness. It is not so very surprising that such a vision has faded in such an environment. Personally, I like the vision; but it takes all sorts to make a world, and there actually are human beings, walking about quite calmly in the daylight, who appear to like the environment.

-- from All I Survey. The original essay appeared as a column in the Illustrated London News, July 16th 1932.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Is there ever an appropriate context for being emo?

Probably not. I'm not especially artistic, but I know that I can be in a generally low mood without wearing skin-tight clothes, or being in a band, or weighing 100lbs. Not that there's anything wrong with any of those things. There's something more vague than any of these symptoms that makes me skeptical of the whole scene. Nonetheless, I'm probably more emo tonight than normal. When I want to be emo, I just "table the label and where my own brand."

I didn't have an especially Fat Tuesday, and I don't feel very prepared for Ash Wednesday. Perhaps Job Fair Thursday or Last Workday Friday will bring things up to par.

Asheville/Blacksburg/Possibly Roanoke?: Feb 15-17.
Jalvis at UNC vs Duke, on ESPN: Tomorrow 9pm.
Georgetown Scholarly Event: Feb 23.

For the daily quotes, here's one aimed at McCain, from Chesterton:

"A change of opinions is almost unknown in an elderly military man." - A Utopia of Usurers

Here's one for the Media:

"Impartiality is a pompous name for indifference, which is an elegant name for ignorance." - The Speaker

Here's one for most modern liberals:

"The reformer is always right about what is wrong. He is generally wrong about what is right."

And for Iraqi Foreign Policists:

"You can never have a revolution in order to establish a democracy. You must have a democracy in order to have a revolution. - Tremendous Trifles, 1909

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

The Joys of Being Thoughtless

I am now employed at a job where I get work done and get adequate money. It is nothing amazing, but it is not stressful, the people are helpful, and it's flexible. Not since high school summer breaks have I had a job when I was not also thinking about upcoming assignments, exams, etc.

What I really just want to think as I type is how helpful it sometime is to do a monotonous task without having to really think about it. Having been working less than usual the last few months, I can say that I actually had more energy overall on those days when I had school and work from 9am to 12pm than when I had almost nothing to do. Work is as important for the mind as it is for the body. Without our knowing that we are doing work, we feel useless. The responses to being useless would be to do work; to enjoy being a sloth; or not to enjoy being a sloth, not work and be relatively miserable.

This job is good because it gives me a rest from thinking about things, and this rest will help me to think again more clearly, when need be.

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"Curdie spent many nights in the mine. His father and he had taken Mrs. Peterson into the secret, for they knew mother could hold her tongue, which was more than could be said of all the miners' wives.

But Curdie did not tell her that every night he spent in the mine, part of it went in earning a new red petticoat for her.

Mrs. Peterson was such a nice good mother! All mothers are nice and good more or less, but Mrs. Peterson was nice and good all more and no less. She made and kept a little heaven in that poor cottage on the high hillside for her husband and son to go home to out of the low and rather dreary earth in which they worked. I doubt if the princess was very much happier even in the arms of her huge great-grandmother than Peter and Curdie were in the arms of Mrs. Peterson. True, her hands were hard and chapped and large, but it was with work for them; and therefore, in the sight of the angels, her hands were so much the more beautiful. And if Curdie worked hard to get her a petticoat, she worked hard every day to get him comforts which he would have missed much more than she would a new petticoat even in winter. Not that she and Curdie ever thought of how much they worked for each other: that would have spoiled everything."

- The Princess and the Goblin

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Dallas Willard referenced rap music and made a beatbox-esque noise in the sermon I listened to last night.

A quick note on the election.
I hope that Huckabee or Obama win. I hope that Giuliani or Hillary doesn't win. I'd rather McCain or Romney not win. I don't think Edwards will win, though maybe he'll be a vice president. I wish Paul would win, but I think it's pretty obvious that won't happen (though he's been close to Giuliani in both elections).

There is no media conspiracy against Ron Paul or any of the other lesser candidates. While media coverage wasn't always present where it was due, it was there enough. The problem is not the amount of coverage as much as the content of the coverage, which is essentially 10-sec audio tidbits and polls. Television debates are helpful only as an elementary introduction to the candidates. Real information about any of the candidates is probably aimed at a 6th grade level and is not substantial enough for informed decisions.

A quick note on current reading

On a much higher note, I am reading Hearing God by the Good Dr. Willard. The knowledge in that book is essential because it projects an image of what is possible while at the same time being a reminder of the foundational things already innately known to all people (aka the voice we turn away from in order to do what we please). It is simultaneously challenging me in at least three thought arenas, and making me very much want to read Alister McGrath's Christianity's Dangerous Idea (which has a recommendation from Willard on the back of it). If these books are as good and accurate as I hope they are, they will be a strong challenge to much that has been in my head and heart as of late.

I'm also reading I Kings, because lately I've been to far from scripture. Also rereading The Princess and the Goblin, and now I actually understand the spiritual symbolism (harder to spot than Lewis').

And I have at least some sort of job right now, until I find more/better work.

Praise the Lord that no politician will be in office forever, that books are abundantly available and cheap in America, and that I'm so blessed that I can't even decide on how to narrow the choices of praiseworthy things that could be included in this praise.